When I.....
...am tired, I get quiet.
...wait too long too eat, I get a headache, lethargic...and quiet.
...am "ordered" to do something.....I get angry and defensive.
...am angry I am impulsive and way too often speak before I think.
...am pms'ing.....I withdraw. Piping hot french fries and a big ass Coke with extra ice are my cure. Just give them to me without saying a word and I will melt.
....am happy, I am a 6yr old energizer bunny.
...am interested in someone, I get extremely shy.
...am comfortable with someone I will introduce them to my sarcasm font and see how they handle it.
...am most comfortable in my own skin when I'm with my bestie.
...am embarrassed I stop talking.
...am in love........I am ALL in. I don't do love halfway....and I don't give up easily.
...am inspired, I create.
...am awake....I think and I move.....and move....and MOVE. I am ALWAYS thinking. ALWAYS moving.
...am confident.....I sing. It takes a LOT for me to record and upload, because when it comes to my craft I am a perfectionist. I rarely like hearing the playback of myself. Drives Mel crazy! lol
...am ignored or dismissed I doubt myself.
...am hurt....I stop talking and withdraw. Then my own personal pit bull comes out swingin. Not because I can't defend myself, but because she's fed up with me getting hurt. By *anyone*.
...I hear music, I dance. Whenever, wherever, with or without anyone else. If I don't have a floor, I dance in my head.
...am exhausted and stressed I cry in the shower and let the tears wash down the drain so no one sees me weak.
...am moved I cry wherever. I wear my heart on my sleeve.
...am wrong, I admit it and want to right it.
...am creating I am happy.
...am dancing I am happy.
...am singing I am happy.
...am loving I am happy.
....am loved for just being me......well....still waiting for that......but I know I'll be happy because it will be built from an honest place! :)
Women are complicated creatures aren't we? These? These are my Cliff notes. ;)
Just call me Earl.
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